Monday, February 18, 2008
For Class
Eleanor
Silent and perfect, we are hair in water.
Floating just below the surface,
Just below existence,
Everything is perfectly parted.
Stranded in familiar follicles.
Mirroring water, your face forms lines of beauty,
Paralleled lips and eyes and brows.
There is something eerie about your presence,
Riveting, something worthy of chills.
Without your eyes, you pull us into your water.
Without “the windows to your soul”, we see you in your existence.
Natural and complete, all we need is essence.
Contemplative and content, all we are is skin.
Where are we supposed to look when you close your eyes?
We see you as everything.
We see everything in you, as whole.
We see it all together, and that makes you perfect.
You are exposed and you don’t mind
Because it gives you depth.
If I look at you long enough,
You become stronger in your image.
Your hair blacker, skin paler, face calmer,
Evoking echoes and a love I’ve never seen.
I can’t tell if you’re standing,
But it’s all the same anyway,
So we might as well all just float.
Framed and Faceless Flag
We drag flags like combs,
Across the dirty windowsills of our faces,
Covered in hair resembling stars and stripes.
We cannot see through the glass
Because of the cloth we’ve blinded ourselves with.
There are frills on our blouses
And buttons on our pea-coats,
But still we look demeaning.
Still we keep our faces dark and shielded.
We are protected by your symbol of freedom and justice,
But have never noticed that the bricks of our buildings melt together.
Tomorrow, it might change direction and your
Shades might as well be drawn.
So keep looking out, even though
All you don’t understand is me with intentions of finding you.
Be sure to stay separate from those ominous stripes,
Waving to your children.
Be sure to wash those stars out of our eyes,
That’s what eyelashes are for,
Catching dust, catching stars, catching dreams and lies that wave to our children.
The reds of your lips aren’t as romantic as they’d like.
The whites of your eyes aren’t as pure as they’d like.
The blues of your veins aren’t as patriotic as they’d like.
But if you remain blinded and disgruntled, they’ll let it slide this time.
You would never dream of cracking that window,
The panes are too perfectly still,
The pains are too perfectly bearable.
And you are merely watching us down below,
Us exalting in the flagless freedom, fictionless,
But you beg to differ.
So remain where you are, dappled in stripes,
Stifled in stars,
And I’ll make sure your eyelashes do their job.
Monday, February 11, 2008
how strange it is to be anything at all
i am rapid with emotion.
and now it's perfect, i think.
and now you're gone from mind
and different waves have set in,
new and sporadically happy.
and i am new and sporadically happy. :)
and now it's perfect, i think.
and now you're gone from mind
and different waves have set in,
new and sporadically happy.
and i am new and sporadically happy. :)
Friday, February 8, 2008
medusas
something dappled and grey
has become subdued, much more quiet now.
it has crept into a conscience
ridden of you.
it has crept and crept and crept
into your non-existence
and that state of mind you refuse
to let go of,
that state of mind i despise.
you sat there atop your throne,
with that silly expression,
like you knew it all,
like you pretended to be always comfortable.
i can't say what i know,
because it's all too distant now
and you are merely an illusion of past sorts.
tragically, you asked for something worse
and it came bursting towards you in flames.
medusa.
how you shape eachother so perfectly,
or so you think.
you'll only turn to stone when people see
you looking.
you'll only remain human if you watch yourself
in secret.
but isn't stone just that much more tragic?
i don't mind if your mirror breaks.
it's for the better, i suppose.
it's only for now, i suppose.
but that's all we ever have.
gracefully stumbling towards eachother,
blinded by one another's light,
it's perfect now.
because nothing is real.
has become subdued, much more quiet now.
it has crept into a conscience
ridden of you.
it has crept and crept and crept
into your non-existence
and that state of mind you refuse
to let go of,
that state of mind i despise.
you sat there atop your throne,
with that silly expression,
like you knew it all,
like you pretended to be always comfortable.
i can't say what i know,
because it's all too distant now
and you are merely an illusion of past sorts.
tragically, you asked for something worse
and it came bursting towards you in flames.
medusa.
how you shape eachother so perfectly,
or so you think.
you'll only turn to stone when people see
you looking.
you'll only remain human if you watch yourself
in secret.
but isn't stone just that much more tragic?
i don't mind if your mirror breaks.
it's for the better, i suppose.
it's only for now, i suppose.
but that's all we ever have.
gracefully stumbling towards eachother,
blinded by one another's light,
it's perfect now.
because nothing is real.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
in bed all day
i am somewhere between
the breathing silences
and the clouds.
same thing.
i am somewhere foggy,
somewhere in bed.
unable to rise, i guess.
unable to speak,
to tell you you're lying.
i'm drifting and that's all
and that's everything i don't want
and everything that is.
underneath my blankets,
i can see you clearly.
i can underestimate you as much as i want
and as little as the rest.
i've been sipping tea for hours now
and it's become rather desolate.
so pull me out of this puddle you call existence
and let me breath.
the breathing silences
and the clouds.
same thing.
i am somewhere foggy,
somewhere in bed.
unable to rise, i guess.
unable to speak,
to tell you you're lying.
i'm drifting and that's all
and that's everything i don't want
and everything that is.
underneath my blankets,
i can see you clearly.
i can underestimate you as much as i want
and as little as the rest.
i've been sipping tea for hours now
and it's become rather desolate.
so pull me out of this puddle you call existence
and let me breath.
Friday, February 1, 2008
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