attention deficit definitely

infinite distractions. being infinitely distracting.

may cause drowsiness

my insides are all tied up.
my outsides are all wrong.

they prescribed me something to trick my brain into thinking i don't have to cough.
and a chemical steroid that i inhale in exchange for breath.

and everything. still. will never. leave me. alooone. drowning in the beaurocrasea. baahh.

wonder dose does

i caught the smell of last year earlier tonight. it suddenly stopped me in my tracks and made me feel everything i was feeling at that exact time last year and i couldn't decide if it was a little sad or strange.

hmm wonders what a year does?