Friday, September 5, 2008

oh good morning, sun!

so here i am. at college. it's a heavy life. a utopian society at times. dysfunctional. but fun! always the fun. modlife is wonderful. i love having a whole place, instead of just a room. but still a room.

"the one spirit's plastic stress
which sweeps through the dull,
dense world"

is stamped onto the front of the shelf on my desk. i decided to keep it. just in case i wanted to remember how depressed hampshire students get.

my ankles hurt. boots kill. but live.

i'm working at the farm now, eternal cow odor upon my existence. i don't mind, i hope i don't get immune to it though so i'm not aware it's there. anyway. i'm a cow milkin, calf, pig and turkey feedin girl. livin the life. it was enjoyable being up with the sun.

weird ups and downs. trying to keep last year out of my head as much as possible. adapting is weird, but so natural right? i guess everyone does it. we are not unique. but only when together. apart, we are snowflakessssss.

2 comments:

emily said...

which bootssss? my ex-boots?? i warned you about those silly. have you not been wearing ankle socks with them? tsk tsk.

emma zt said...

i do! but these boots aren't made for walkin. but they make me feel (and look) like i can control the world. so it's ok.